A very Good Day to my blog's Viewers,

Finally have some time to write in my own blog after been busy with sdc's blog.

Working and studying Masters are not an easy tasks. It is so challenging till u feel u are rushing all the time and time passes so fast. Even when u eat and walk, u will eat and walk faster. But as we are rushing, we tends to overlook things around us. One day, i was walking with a fren to his university. As usual, i was walking in a faster pace. Suddenly, he stopped me and ask me to take a break with a slower walking pace. I started to enjoy the air that i breathed in, the leaves at the roadside and moving object around me. So whenever i am in rush or tense situation, i shall take a break to see matters clearer and appreciate the elements around my surrounding.

Recently completed watching a HK drama series. The father of a property agent in the movie said we can turn impossible matters to possible as even if God close all the door, yet he will still leave a window for you. I believe we should realise and utilize the power of our minds starting from now. You can only become winner if you think like a winner. Remove the virtual barrier from your mind. If you can set a ceiling to yourself, you can also remove it.

If you wanna start make a difference for urself, go to read a book titled," Think like a Winner" or search articles about "Neuro-Linguistic Programming (NLP)". You will realise the enormous strength u have in ur inner self and thus become more confidence in life. Find out the story of Dr.Mahathir, Lim Goh Tong and Tony Fernandes. They were born with normal physical condition but what set them apart from us is the their power of mind.

Finally, i just got my MBA 1st sem's finals result. Hardegayyya, i got cgpa of 3.8, which is the highest pointer i ever scored in my academic life. Although some of frens got higher than me, i have totally no complain considering the amount of effort and time i put in compared to them who are more hardworking than me. As a reward, i treated myself with a nice hair cut and hair treatment. Anyway, the class environment in my MBA class is really rocks. This is what make learning is so enjoyable and i'm looking forward for a great time as a student in this coming 2 years.

Life is so unexpected...

Today, i received a news that one of my students had passed away. Although i do not have much impression on how she look like, yet the feeling of loss is still there as she was my student. Therefore, we should treasure every seconds in life and also treasure every single person around us as we might not able to see her/him again.

Most people think that by trimming its branches, they will able to make a bonzai (japanese plant) look nice. To me, i believe in looking after its root instead as a healthy root will naturally create natural beauty to its branches. Instead of trimming from time to time, you should nurture it since young.

Thus, i believe this apply to life as well. Instead of being impatience and looking for quick success which will not last for long, we should concentrate on setting a strong foundation of our own. For example, why we need to worry about getting a gf/bf when we have not build a stable and good career of our own. I strongly believe that once we have build a career foundation, which should be our main priority at the moment, then a good soul partner will come to us. Once again, why we need to find when those good ones will come to us.

When someone choose others instead of you, you should not be too sad. It is either he/she is not good enough for you, which is a loss to them instead, or it is because the faith is not there between you all. Sometimes, love does not come along with faith. As you might love a person, but there is no faith for both of you to be together. Most importantly, build and maintain your foundation and therefore, you shall meet a better person then.

Another interesting life philosophy to share....

Live like an Iron... As long as you have the steam, heat and passion inside you, every obstacle in front can be smoothen...

Yourself is the best Iron to you. No wonder can become a better Iron than yourself. Therefore, you should learn on how to survive on yourself without keep on rely on another person.

No matter how big/small, light/heavy, pretty/ugly, as long it able to perform the function, it is still a Good Iron.

Responsibilities need courage.

Courage to admit own mistakes, courage to accept the consequences and reality. If want to blame on someone, one should blame on own self instead. Blame on own self that unable to forecast well and make the wrong decision.

Blaming on others only means reflect one trying to run away from responsibilities. Being responsible not only means explaining to own, but also to the rest of stakeholders.

No matter how worst is the situation, one should find the best to solve it or even end it. It is alright to fail in a business, but we should not fail being a human.

Being a human, you should have confidence and should not give up easily.

One Leg Healed, Another Leg to Go

Once, i said that i have to crawl as i have lost both of legs virtually. Now i managed to have one of my leg healed as i bought a new car on 12/05/07. It is a 1.3 cc Black MyVi Sports Edition with SDC wording tinted at the side of the car. Haha...After driving for one week, i feel totally no regret in getting it as it look cool, spacious internally, smooth engine transition, sporty meter light and low fuel consumption. In addition, besides than bringing me around, i am able to pick my frens around for supper and enjoy our great time there. Thankx to my parents who did support me financially in purchasing this new car, which also give me a new lease of life as i am able to stand and travel with at least one leg now.

For the other leg, i'm still in the process of getting it healed. Initially, i have plan to wait for her to grad as i still have feeling on her. In the meantime, i can fully concentrate on my work and Masters. However, i received a setback recently which i was told that she will be starting a new relationship with another person soon. Although this maybe not true as i have not hear from her personally, yet this truth is not important anymore. I should expect it to happen and i should bless for her as well if that makes her happy. Since i always wish her to well and happy, thus i should receive this news in positive note as well. Who knows, we might be together at the end of the day.

I realised that being single is not bad at all as i still have my family and SDC who always be there to cheer and motivate me. I shall continue to live up as what I am. Through living with passion, i am alredi grateful for what i had and feel no regret even my times has come.

"Yeah, Nicky is Back"

I just watched an Interview with CEO TM's Dato' Abdul Wahid Omar in NTV's Captain program where he shared his journey from childhood to where he is today. I am really impressed with his achievement today from the family background which he had. He was raised together with 11 other siblings and his father only got paid RM 3.50 per day to support his family. Here are some quotes from him that i would like to share with you:

• " Concentrate and give your best in the task given to you. At the end of the day, you will definitely enjoy the best result out of it"

• " Don't look at things that you don't have, but appreciate things in front of your eyes " as he came from a poor family.

From what he has said and what he had achieved, i believe Everything is Possible, just concentrate on the Present, and the Future will shine itself.

Back to earth...

I have just lost 2 of the most important elements in my life..

Firstly, is my beloved BDU 3066 Iswara. She was with me and my family for 14 years. Although it is just a car, which has no soul, yet this piece of metal has bring me many wonderful memories especially when i started driving it since my beta 3rd semester. I was fortunate to be able to travel safely to Melaka, Port Dickson, Putrajaya and many of my routine mamak's places with this car. She was one of the main contributor to my wonderful and meaningful uni life. Without this car, i guess i would not be enjoying as much as i had. Presently, it may just be a cheap car, but it has so much of sentimental values to me which cannot be valued by money. Thank you very much for the great ride. Hope her new owner will give a good care to her.

Secondly, i have to be apart with my dear for the moment. Although is a painful decision for me to face, yet i guess i should fully support her decision to concentrate on her studies right now. It should be a good test for us as to test whether our faith is strong enough to be together after some years. Anyway, i shall always cherish the sweet memories we had to lead me into a greater height in my life.

Although i have to continue my journey now without these 2 precious legs, yet i will still live with passion even i might need to crawl with my hands. I believe both legs will grow back and even stronger this time. Only heaven knows.....